After 28 months of having this journal online, I have decided that no more will I share my thoughts and deepest feelings of losing you. I saw on a markee today a sign that said "Grief is the deepest expression of love". Thank you for allowing me to learn this expression. Time has healed so of the pain and now looking forward to the future is a blessing. I will continue to serve in memory of you. You have taught me true compassion. How can I ever begin to thank you for this important lesson in life. I used to think (regard stillbirth) Why me? Now, I am blessed to be included in this group that knows grief so well. God be with you until we meet again and we will meet. I love you. Mom.